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A REAL BOYFRIEND

2012-02-22T17:55:00.001+08:00

It will make a difference. If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is: "Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

Credits to FB!

Couldn't believe.

2012-02-20T10:39:00.002+08:00

The moment I'm "testing" you, I realise actually I want you to care.

2012 Valentine; I received a bouquet of flower!

2012-02-17T12:16:00.008+08:00

Ladies and girls, what's your thoughts on receiving flower?

To me, I love flower! I always think is super sweet and romantic to receive flower, especially it is deliver to your office when you are working. It help to loose the stress level when you see the flower. it's like "loves in the air!"

Just the thought of receiving the flower, makes me happy!

As mentioned in the title, this year Valentine's I received a bouquet of lovely flowers!

Ain't its lovely? Okay, all flower are lovely!

Received it with tiny winy joy and fear. Once I opened and read the card, it's from a total stranger, I expected that. As I told no one about my new office address, except you.

I fb-ed abt this stranger, and realised this stranger used to be in the office as in use our office as a workstation. Thankfully, he no longer station here.

Since the flower is not from my love. The sight of the flower annoyed me totally! Instead of bringing it home, I left it in the office on my desk.

When I headed to school, walked to the bus near office, I saw the stranger!! Thanks goodness, the bus 74 came just in time.

I felt he tried all his mean to get my attention thru his eye contact but I avoided it totally!

I heave a sigh of relief when I saw he alighted at Dover station while I continued my way to school for POA.

Next day morning when I headed to work, I saw this stranger at the entrance of the office building!

Wth! I was seriously frighten. I quickly turned to my bag and looked for my pass, pretended I didn't notice him and just walked my way. He walked towards me and blocked my way. TMD. My frighten level increase! After that I saw a letter that he wanted to pass to me. I didn't know what to do, I just acknowledged him with a faked smile and acted as it I don't know anything. And walked quickly towards the building.

Of course, at such situation must think of next move and the worst. Looked at the security, I already thought of it, if he stopped me, I will shout and run towards the security auntie.

Luckily, he didn't.

What an early morning! On my goodness, I felt as though I just fought a war!

The moment I reached office, make a guess where I put the flower?

Correct, beside the bin. Cause it's annoyed me.

Morning incident really disturbed me a lot. Furthermore I have school that night. I didn't want to go to the same bus stop for fear that I will meet into him. I didn't want to know what worst will happen.

I changed my route, went to gothere.sg and search for alternative way.

I walked from the back of the office building to the bus stop before the one I always took.

Thanks that there no sight of him.

When I was at class, I received fb friend request and message. It was from him. Ignored both and continue to study for Econs.

Next day, I went to work with fear. Always must prepare for the worst! I looked ard, I didn't see him ard. I quickly walked into the building. I think I am way too early. I reached the building at 8.30am! I was half an hour earlier.

Knocked off time, exit the entrance with fear too! No sight of him, I made myself walked as fast as I could to the Mrt. I only felt relief, when I reached BV station.

it's Friday! No need to start and end my day with fear. Took leave to study for upcoming prelim, but I am ended up here typing this long post.

- I realised how much you actually care; the differences.

- your reaction disappoint me too; not like I should care

"Every time I trust somebody, they show me why I shouldn't."

Mac breakfast!

2012-02-16T15:45:00.002+08:00

"Early birds have the most worms!"

Woke up at 6am and met up with Bao Hui and Peggie at 7am for Mac breakfast. Unexpectedly, Ji An showed up too!

We had a good breakfast! (:

Meeting Minutes

2012-02-16T14:49:00.004+08:00

The task that I used to really DREAD A LOT A LOT back then. "Practice make prefect!" Now I am better at it. Thanks to ex-colleagues of "Love, Tender & Care" for given me the role during my working period as a personal assistant to Partners.

Not that I love it now, but at least I don’t hate it like I used to.

Ex-colleagues:

Ivy, Meng Hwee, Jessie, myself, Victoria, Christabel & Serlyna

# Photo took on my 2011 birthday

Waterfall braid

2012-02-13T02:23:00.002+08:00

I always love to braid other people hair as its much easier compare braid my own hair as I can't see how it look like without using the help from mirrors.

Last year, i learnt this waterfall braid from YouTube and I fall in love with it TOTALLY!

On 13 July 2011 was my first time braiding it on my hair, didn't know it will turn out so pretty. And since it looks nice, don't waste it, I took a photo and uploaded onto Facebook, there's 13 people who "liked" it.

2 days ago, 11 feb 2012, sister Annie going out with her friend and she asks me to help her to grab a little bit of her hair from the side and twist it. But after grabbing a little bit of her hair from the side, I went to braid waterfall braid and it turn out just as nice! Love it!

# a slight break from study to do some nonsense.

The "doomsday"

2012-01-18T17:44:00.000+08:00

Look at the schedule that I saw online (above). MADNESS, please!! I am not prepared at all for this. I will be having prelim in 1 month time follows by major exam in 3 - 4 month time, nothing but FEAR. It’s time to shut myself from the world and start mugging real hard in order to achieve my goal (at least a Second Class Honours).

PLAN PLAN PLAN! Need to plan for study timetable and start applying for leave to study. Luckily, current company has exam leave; which is allow to take up to 4 days per calendar year. Thus I only need to take 1 day more for exam. I shall fully utilize my Saturday and Sunday well, if not my bank going to feel the pain.

Need to find a conducive place to study, staying at home is definite not a good option as “confirm plus guarantee” will be distracted by the Bed, TV and Baby Niece.

Exam Quotes For The Exam

“Do It Once, Do It Right. Get It Over With!”

Exam Quotes On Diligence

“There are no secrets to success. It is the result of preparation, hard work
learning from failure.” ~ General Colin Powell

“Striving for success without hard work is like trying to harvest where you haven’t planted.” ~ David Bly

Exam Quotes On Persistence

“Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out.” ~ Robert
Collier

“The journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step.” ~ Chinese Proverb

Exam Quotes On Taking The Initiative

“Recipe for success: Study while others are sleeping; work while others are
loafing; prepare while others are playing; and dream while others are wishing.”
~ William A. Ward

“The best way to finish an unpleasant task is to get started.” ~ Anonymous

“Don’t wait. The time will never be just right.” ~ Napoleon Hill

“You may never know what results come of your action, but if you do nothing there will be no result.” ~ Mahatma Gandhi

“Success seems to be connected with action. Successful people keep moving. They
make mistakes, but they don’t quit.” ~ Conrad Hilton

“Everything you want is out there waiting for you to ask. Everything you want
also wants you. But you have to take action to get it.” ~ Jules Renard

“Procrastination is the thief of time.” ~ Edward Young

“Try not. Do or do not, there is no try.” ~ Yoda

“If you don’t go after what you want, you’ll never have it. If you don’t ask,
the answer is always no. If you don’t step forward, you’re always in the same
place.” ~ Nora Roberts

Exam Quotes On Facing Challenges

“I’m not telling you it is going to be easy — I’m telling you it’s going to be
worth it” ~ Art Williams

“The most painful thing to experience is not defeat but regret” ~ Leo Bascaglia

“Tough times never last, but tough people do.” ~ Robert H. Schuller

“Doubt whom you will, but never doubt yourself.” ~ Christian Nestell Bovee

Exam Quotes On Learning From Failures

“When I was young I observed that nine out of ten things I did were failures, so I did ten times more work.” ~ Bernard Shaw

“Forget past mistakes. Forget failures. Forget everything except what you’re going to do now and do it.” ~ William Durant

“Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.” ~ Carl Bard

“You’re never a loser til you quit trying.” ~ Anonymous

“Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.” ~ Thomas Edison

“The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one.” ~ Elbert Hubbard

“Never give in. Never. Never. Never. Never.” ~ Winston Churchill

On Living A Fruitful Life

“Look at a day when you are supremely satisfied at the end. it’s not a day when you lounge around doing nothing; it’s when you’ve had everything to do and you’ve done it.” ~ Margaret Thatcher

“Make the most of yourself, for that is all there is for you.” ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

“We cannot become what we need to be by remaining what we are.” ~ Max DePree

“Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.” ~ Mahatma Gandhi

“If you love what you do, you will never work another day in your life.” ~ Confucius

“Learn something new every day under the sun. You will never get old if you do.” ~Lois Bey

“If we did all the things we were capable of doing, we would literally astound ourselves.” ~ Thomas Edison

Credit: http://ipassthecpaexam.com/exam-quotes/

Sharing

2011-12-30T18:39:00.001+08:00

“It isn't what you have in your pocket that makes you thankful, but what you have in your heart.”

Its month of season for giving & sharing!

2011-12-07T15:33:00.000+08:00

I had abandoned this blog long enough. Long enough that I don’t remember how was it like to write for a blog entry. How’s time fly, man. Am I really back for good? Shall wait and see. Seriously, I didn’t realise that I had left this blog un-touch for so long! Now, it’s already the last month of 2011, December! Last entry was like 12 months back, JANUARY 2011!

Anyway, its month of season for giving & sharing!

Christmas Tree is up at the Reception of new office. Everyone has to bring in a gift for exchange and need to wrap it up nicely and park it under the Tree no later than 22 Dec (Thurs).

The rules that have to be adhere by are:
1. Minimum $20 value
2. No consumables (i.e chocolates, food, shampoo, etc)
3. No cash vouchers (we promote creativity you see..)
4. Avoid soft toys, tourist tokens, etc
5. Something that is useful, something cool that both boys and girls will adore

What should I buy for the gift to be exchange?! Seriously it’s a big BIG BIG question marks! Please give your kind suggestion on the comment. Many thanks. I would be extremely grateful.

Summary of Year 2010

2011-01-02T21:16:00.003+08:00

January
7: Jerlyn’s birthday celebration @ cityhall hot pot culture
9: Rebonded my hair & watched Avatat 3D with Siyan
11: “It’s not whether you can do it, it’s how good you can do it.” – Yes933
13: “To forgive a person, you need to have a generous and understanding heart.” – Yes933
15: “Imperfection is then the perfection.:”
17: Sentosa trip with Wee Kiat, Bao Hui, Peggie, Rainie, Sara, Zhen Zhen & Leo
27: Dinner @ Lok Tung Seafood, ECP with NCS internship colleague
29 – 31: 3 Days 2 Night Lifeskill Chalet by Lawrence

February
4: Burberry Sale @ Expo with Siyan
5: Poly FYP group dinner @ Lava Stone Grill Restaurant, Outram
6: Helped in spring cleaning @ needy people hse
6: Reunion dinner + Christine Birthday Celebration
11: Reunion dinner with 爱 @ Liang Jian’s hse, Aljunied
12: Completion of internship @ NCS, Bukit Batok
12: First job interview @ Zerospot with HR
19: Zerong’s birthday celebration @ Marche, Vivocity + Sentosa
22: Second job interview @ Zerospot with Director
24: Third job interview @ Zerospot with Department Head

March
1 – 3: Worked @ Zerospot for 3 days.
6: Team bonding session for爱
17: Interview @ BrillantEz (rejected on 29 March– better offer)
19: Interview @ Sumitomo (rejected – it’s a part time job)
22, 23 & 29: Part-time data Entry @ Australian Wine Index
25: Qian Ting’s birtjday celebration @ Vintage Delicafe Pte Ltd, Bugis
26: Went Har Paw Villa with Siyan
31: Interview @ IMM (Flyer Job)
31: Interview @ LTC LLP
31: Registered driving (class 3) @ BBDC

April
1: Attended all 4 driving theory lessons in 1 day + 1 day after registered.
2 – 5: Flyer Job
7: Started of work @ LTC LLP
9: Took half day leave to go back to NYP for SIT Finale
14: Ivy’s Last Day
15: BTT revision
16: FTT revision
17: Empty trip down to collect my pay from Zerospot
19: Angela’s First Day
28: Finally received my pay from Zerospot

May
5: Met Jerlyn & Zerong to collect graduation attire @ NYP
8: Help Zerong’s event – Whitedots @ Vivocity
12: Went for ‘Roger Collantes’ talk @ Habour Front – Beyond survival book
14: Pei Ling’s Last day
16: Passed my BTE
19: Attended Graduation Day @ NYP
20: Lunch @ Funan Digital Mall treated by Boss
21: DBI0707 Chalet @ Costa Sand
27: Father’s Day + Father’s birthday dinner
28: Vesak Day Workshop by Lawrence
29: Lawrence & Kai Yi wedding @ Pan Pacific Hotel

June
2: Passed my BTT
5: GL Training + Kayaking @ Holiday Flats
6: Promote of HTC @ Tampines
7: Confirmation by LTC LLP
11 – 14: Malaysia Trip, Cameron Highlands & Genting
17 – 20: 爱 June camp @ Camp Christine
25: Wee Kiat’s farewell + Bao Hui’s & my birthday celebration @ Raffles Place & City Hall
28: Janet & my birthday celebration with family @ Long Beach (IMM) Seafood Restaurant

July
2: Janet’s birthday chalet @ Sentosa
3: Surprise birthday celebration by Peggie, Siyan, Yunmin, Ray, Jerlyn & Zerong @ Sentosa + day spent @ Sentosa with Janet, Janet’s bf, Peggie, Annie & Mum
4: Surprise birthday dinner by Siyan, Hui Yee, Raymond, Ivan, Brian & Alvin
5: Birthday lunch @ Lei Garden Resturants treated by Boss
11: Shopping day with Edmund (Flea, town, bugis)
17: Applied for PDL
19: First driving practical lesson by favourite instructor
22: Second driving practical lesson by Mr Low
24: Movie with Zerong

August
3: Helped out @ Career Fair, HDB Hub
8: Book – Love in Translation
9: Shopping with Shu Qin @ Town
10: Book – Sam’s letter to Jennifer
11 & 13: Siyan birthday celebration @ Town
14: Peggie’s Guitar Performance @ Woodland Regional Library
14: Yun Min’s birthday celebration @ City Hall
19: Kbox session with Jessie, Serlyna, Stephy & Joanna
24: Mindcafe with Joanna, Jessie & Serlyna @ Boat Quay
25: Lunch @ 包今天 treated by Boss
28: Third driving practical lesson
29: Passed my FTE + Forth driving practical lesson
30: Mindcafe with Joanna, Jessie & Serlyna @ Funan Digital Mall
31: Fifth driving practical lesson

September
1: Sixth driving practical lesson by Tai Ping – the funniest driving lesson as the car kept jerking.
2: Seventh driving practical lesson by favourite instructor
3: Eighth driving practical lesson
4: Ninth driving practical lesson
5: Tenth driving practical lesson by Group Lead, Mr Pek
6: Eleventh driving practical lesson by George Bay – the most interesting driving lesson
8: Twelve driving practical by idk who but I dislike him – he failed to teach right turn properly.
9: Thirteenth driving practical lesson by favourite instructor
11: Fourteenth driving practical lesson by My Lam, my another favourite instructor
13: Fifteenth driving practical lesson by My Lam
14: Sixteenth driving practical lesson by favourite instructor
15: Seventeenth driving practical lesson by favourite instructor
16: Eighteenth driving practical lesson by My Lam – passed my stage 2 review!!!
17: Peggie & Annie’s Birthday dinner @ Keat Hong
17: Went to BBDC to fixed Group
19: Nineteenth driving practical lesson by favourite instructor
24: Wee Kiat’s & Peggie’s birthday dinner @ Lim Bang Sukura
25: Twenty driving practical lesson by My Low – failed to get the S course & had to re-attend lesson.
25: Edmund’s “get together” + birthday celebration @ Aloha Changi
26: Jia Yi’s birthday celebration
28: Lunch @ Six Battery Road treated by Boss
30: Lunch with Sylvestor

October
1: Twenty-oneth driving practical lesson by favourite instructor – S course & Crank course
2: Shopping day with Shu Qin @ Bugis
3: Twenty-twoth & twenty-thirdth driving practical lesson by My Lam – Directional change & Parallel Parking
4: Lunch @ Amara Hotel treated by Boss
7: Lunch with Sylvestor
8: Twenty-fourth driving practical lesson by favourite instructor – Slope
9: Twenty-fifth driving practical lesson by favourite instructor – Vertical Parking, E-Brake & 3 Point turns
10: Movie with Edmund @ town
12: Twenty-sixth driving practical lesson by favourite instructor – Review of stage 3, I was supposed to do stage 4.01 too but that day driving performance is really bad
13: Movie – Eat, Pray, Love with Siyan @ Dobhy Ghaut
14: Boss birthday lunch @ Sushi Tei treated by Jessie
15: Twenty-seventh driving practical lesson by favourite instructor – Stage 4.01 & 4.02
17: Twenty-eighth driving practical lesson by favourite instructor – Stage 4.03
17: Twenty-ninth driving practical lesson – Auto Lesson
21: Lunch with Sylvestor
23: Thirtieth and thirty-oneth driving practical lesson by favourite instructor – Stage 4.03 & 4.04
29: Curl my hair @ yew tee
29: Peggie’s Guitar Ensemble GenRe Reflection Concert 2010 @ RP TRCC
31: Thirty-twoth driving practical lesson by favourite instructor – Revision

November
1: Thirty-threeth driving practical lesson by favourite instructor – Revision
3: Thirty-fourth driving practical lesson by favourite instructor – Revision
4: Thirty-fifthth – last driving practical lesson by favourite instructor – Revision
4: Passed my TP – I GOT MY CLASS 3 DRIVING LESSON! ;D
4: Serlyna’s Birthday
4: Ji An’s birthday dinner @ Fish & Co, Suntec City
6 – 7: Batam Trip
12: LTC LLP’s Dinner @ Fairmont Singapore – Asian Market Café
13: 四姑’s son wedding @ The Chervon
16: Dinner with Jing Jie & Raymond Goh

December
2: Lunch @ Tampopo treated by Boss
2: Movie – the chronicles of Narnia, the voyage of the dawn treader @ CCK Shaw with Peggie & Ji An
8: Lunch – buffet @ Mandarin Oriental Hotel treated by Boss
9: Dinner with Wee Kiat, Bao Hui, Peggie and Ji An
17: Christine & Harris ROM
18: Christine & Harris ROM buffet dinner
19: Shopping day with Shu Qin @ Suntec City
19: Cheryl’s Birthday celebration
23: LTC LLP’s Christmas Lunch celebration @ Singapore Marriott Hotel
27 – 29: Attended Microsoft Office Access 2007 @ Avantus Training

May year 2011 be more fruitful and happening then year 2010.

the very first day of my year 2011

2011-01-01T20:45:00.004+08:00

It is time to say goodbye 2010 and hello to 2011. Year 2011 is here. In a new year, it means new beginning and to have new resolutions. ~~Looking back~~ Without even referring at the year 2010 resolutions, I ~~realised~~ know I have yet to fulfil most of them. Thus, the increase numbers of Year 2011 resolutions in my diary again. How’s sad is that.

How’s countdown last night? I spent the very first minute, first second with family as I was at home. I wish in this new year, may my family members stay healthy and good. May my friends excel in their studies and works. May everyone I know be well and good.

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Dad, Mum, Janet, Janet’s bf and Peggie together with my relatives made their way to Malaysia, Kukup for 2 days 1 Night stays. Definitely, it will be a good getaway for them. May they have a safe and enjoyable journey.

This ~~morning~~ afternoon when I woke up I saw 2 love notes from sisters and some money from dad (I supposed. The amount of money was exactly the same as what I returned him in exchanged of coin for company's disbursement claim) on my desk.I must be really tired that I actually slept all the way till past 12 noon as for the past few weekends I have always been waking up before 11am.

When I woke up, sister Annie had already went to work. I was alone at home to take care of this house. Needless to say, I need to prepare my own meals (which are a big problem) and do my own laundry (I have no problem with laundry but I hate it because it is making my hands so dry and so rough). I am trying my best to have a healthy deal so I had one big piece of papaya before I cooked my brunch.

Being a super extremely lazy person which mum knows it well, she will always stock up cup noodle when she know she is away. Anyway, I tried my best to cook myself a good instant noodle for brunch. My instant noodles never taste good at all since the very first time I cooked it. Again I strongly believed that I still failed. My noodle does not have the delicious aroma at all and I even found egg shell in my noodle but it is still edible. I did finish the noodle.

I went to NTUC yesterday to get some snacks, vitagen and tea bags. True enough, I had half packet of the potato chips and I also made myself some hot green tea to go with. The green tea is exactly the same one as office. It tastes really very nice that I decided to purchase it. Furthermore green tea is really good for healthy. Google it and you will know. ;D

Looked at the clock, it was near the dinner time and I looked out the window, it was pouring heavily outside. The thought of going out to get dinner is not a thing that I will consider. Thus I had the super most unhealthy cup noodle and of course with a big piece of papaya before the cup noodle. Healthy yet not.

The sky had turned so dark and the rain had stopped. Should I go for a jog or should I just go shower? Well, this week, I only exercise once which is on Tuesday – swimming. But I am feeling so lazy that I do not want to move myself much now.

For the whole afternoon, I was doing my homework for an important event on Tuesday. I really hope I can get in. Pray for me!

Happy 2011 to everyone!

Article : I hate my mother

2010-11-15T17:55:00.005+08:00

(click the picture to read)

*They do everything for us.

Credits: Celestina's Official Blog

Edmund 21st birthday + get together party

2010-11-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

pardon me. This post was supposed to be up like a month back?.

25^th September
I went for Edmund 21^st birthday + get together party @ Fairy Point Chalet 7. It was located at some ulu place in the east. Thank so much to Kian Yong for the ride there and back home. Without the ride, I would probably ~~not go or~~ lose my way.

Everyone in the picture is from Choa Chu Kang Primary School @ Primary 6 in Year of 2001. (If I did not calculate wrongly) Mostly from 6G people.

Left to right:
Myself, Jackson, Kian Yong, -guy-from-6H-, Daniel, Edmund, Zhen Wei & Sylvester

Yes, I am the only girl for the group of primary school.

This is the only picture I have with the guys. So nice to see them after so long since our last meetup, the BBQ @ tembusu park that was -i-don't-know-when-already-.

Guess what, i actually told yong kian in a not so serious tone went we were chit-chatting that i don't quite remember that he was from 6g. To be honest, I don't remember people well execpt those that went to the same secondary school, different school but still in contact with or have special contact with in primary school. Sad to say, he was so happened to fall in this category.

It was really nice for the catch-up. Hope to see everyone soon again.

這種友情，不叫曖昧，叫知己...

2010-10-26T15:18:00.003+08:00

你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。也許為了顧及家人的意見，你們沒有在一起。也許為了自己的前程，他沒有要你等他。

也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。

不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心

他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裡卻不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定

每個人這輩子，心中都有過這么一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。

一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。

你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。

你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。

特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。

做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？

因為我知道如果我們成為男女朋友我們就不能像現在這樣無所顧忌的無話不談，我會更在乎他對自己的看法因為我知道如果我們成為男女朋友我們就會要求對方更多，想佔為己有，會吃醋，會吵架……到最後也許會分手…………所以這樣最好…………

很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了

常常覺得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情

最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。

因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。

有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的。。。。。。

PS:這種友誼不低於愛情，而是超越愛情~~~~~~~不叫曖昧~~叫知己~~

Credit: Facebook page

Parental love

2010-10-13T10:29:00.001+08:00

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorr...y cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

This is to all the parents out there...

Joke.

2010-09-27T11:42:00.002+08:00

Credit: theycallmeshort@bs.c

There was once a very good barber in NEW YORK , who gave Free Haircuts to everybody who came into his shop to have their haircuts.

One day a florist went to him for a haircut. After the cut, he wanted to pay the barber, but the barber replied: 'It's alright, I cannot accept money from you. I am doing community service.'

The Florist was happy and left the shop.
The next morning when the barber went to open his shop, there was a thank you card and a dozen roses waiting at his door.

A policeman went for a haircut and he also wanted to pay the barber after the cut.
But the barber replied: 'I cannot accept money from you. I am doing community service.'

The cop was happy and left the shop.
The next morning when the barber went to open his shop, there was a thank you card and a dozen donuts waiting at his door.

A Indian software engineer went for a haircut and he also wanted to pay the barber after the cut.
But the barber replied: 'I cannot accept money from you. I am doing community service.'

The Indian software engineer was very happy and left..
The next morning when the barber went to open his shop, guess what he found there....... ......

Can you guess?

Come on, think like a Indian. ....

have you got the answer ............ ?????

come on ............

guess

guess

guess

A dozen Indians waiting for free haircuts!

19th September

2010-09-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

I went to meet up with Bao Hui @ CCK platform to buy Peggie’s birthday gift.

Initially, we wanted to get her a guitar because we know she wanted it very much. We went down to Funan Digital IT mall to check it out. After spoke to the shop in charge, we dropped the idea and started to crack our brain again.

After our dinner @ Funan Digital IT mall, we walked to Marine Square to check what we can get. Before that, I was craving for bubble tea, so we went to search for bubble tea and I managed to find each a cup. I was so happy! We shopped around the mall looking for formal wear shop, we could not find much.

Thus we made our way to Suntec, we walked all the towers but could not find too. We walked back and finally saw G2000 again. This season formal wear was not very nice. Despite that we settled @ one of the black pants from G200 for her. However, Suntec outlet does not have the size we wanted. The promoter helped us check with the other outlets. Thankful, Raffles City has it. We also bought an additional present for Wee Kiat from Top Man too.

Side: Super happy that I managed to get Edmund 21^st present too although it was not part of the plan for that day.

bye Hungry Ghost Festival hello Mid Autumn Festival

2010-09-07T22:14:00.005+08:00

This month is just like any other months in the calendar. The only different is the other part of our mind/heart told us it is a scary and dangerous month because it is hungry ghost festival. Yes, I am scared but I did not particularly reach home really early. In fact, I am just particularly extremely careful when I go home late for this month. ( I am very careful when I go home late)

In the office, I received a message from sister Christine. She messaged me to informed that today is the last day of hungry ghost festival, asked me to go home early. I do not understand the reason, so I replied her, why. She did not answer my question; she just replied the same thing and asked me to reach home before 10pm. I did what I was told; I went home after my work. As I believe in better be safe than sorry. Thus, the initial plan of going to mind café with colleagues was cancelled. It’s ladies night @ mind café! There’s goes the free munchies.

This one month is a sinful month; I did not exercise at all. Finally this month is going to over, it is time for me to head to swimming or do some running whenever I am free. I can’t wait to go swimming but I doubt I am able to for this few days as I have got even more important thing to concentrate on. I also can’t wait for it to be over so I can get done with it.

Mid-Autumn Festival is not even here yet but I already ate 1/8 of the mooncake this afternoon bought by boss. It tastes great. (:

-- Side note: sister just messaged, to ask if I am home.

Mum is the most powerful one

2010-08-25T00:46:00.005+08:00

The sticky sweet in the cute bottle gaven by dearest was closed too tightly by me that no one in the house, execpt both my elder sisters who i did not ask them, could open it.

I tried to open for days till my face turned red but still failed so I gave up everytime(everyday) when I tried. Till yesterday, I really could not take the temptation of the sweet anymore that I ate sister's sticky candy with premission (of course).

When I reached home just now from Minds Cafe with Colleagues, mum told me it's open! I should be happy but I got a "small heart". I actually suspected sister that she ate it and the sweet left very little, but I was wrong. Mum said sister does not know about it. I am so gulity for wrong her (in my heart).

I gonna do something for what I am gulity for. Maybe I should buy the sticky candy for her? Or do something in favour for her.

Anyway, it is mum who opend it! I was surprised. I asked her how she did it. She said open the bottle slowly. But I tried it everyday, but I failed. Indeed, mum is the powerful one!

Side note: Manager is leaving admin dept to join audit dept(i think).

Side side note: I am early for work for this 2 days. Keep up the good work! :D

I did not realised it already going to thursday!

2010-08-22T20:12:00.004+08:00

The family has been going to SGH to visit Dad who had admitted on monday midnight. (no wonder, i am feeling so so tired.) Thanks that every thing is going fine. “可以吃就是好了。” quoted from dad. Dad's fever had subsided and felt a lot better. However, still need to hospitalise to do more tests to find out what is wrong.

The service seriously need to be improved. The long hours of waiting for the nurse to attend to us and their attitude are really bad. I think they should put themselves into our shoes and show more care and concern when attending to the patients and their kin. Despite, that is not part of their job.

stupid act.

2010-08-21T07:57:00.003+08:00

Morning.

I felt a winy bit of stupid to only cancel my booking last night at 1am which I can do it like few days ago when I logged into the system and now I would not have to wake up this early on a saturday to check it out. Anyway like what my manager mentioned before, "confirm will have people want it." Indeed, the booking were sold! Now I am going back to my sleep.

Bye.

Can't seem to get enough.

2010-08-11T01:07:00.002+08:00

Metup with Shu Qin on this special occasion, National Day. I waited for her at the platform for closed to 1 hours and she finally turned up. Luckily, I brought the novels out with me despite the small bag that I brought out.

We headed to town. I got what I wants and she got what she wants tooo. We both trimmed out fringe. We had dinner @ the hong Kong cafe @ far east plaza basement and we went to cineleisure to catch the movie "salt".
To be frank, I did not quite understand certain part of the movie. But Angelina Jolie is pretty!! Accompanied ShuQin awhile and I off to take bus home. While she waited for her boyfriend and took train home. I love to meetup with friends to keep in contact. (:

I took bus 190 from somerset bus stop and I alighted @ bukit panjang to board bus 975. I waited for very long, I got so worried that I thought I missed the last bus. And it was going to 12 and what made me get frighten was the seventh month so I went to check the board. last bus 975 is 11.32pm. I was relieved. I took out my book and continued to read from where I stopped.

And I finished reading it before I slept the previous night. Happy ending story which I definitely love. Although when I was reading, I though it be to opposite.

Yesterday after work, I headed to cck library to return the novel and I borrowed two more! I hope they are good books too.

Currently reading "Sam's letters to Jennifer" by James Patterson. At the page of 38, so far so goood. I wish I can continue to read but I really need to go to bed. As it is wednesday! Most hardest day of the week?!

- Yes, I know fairytales do not exist.

The day before the 45th birthday of Singapore + "Love in Translation"

2010-08-09T02:14:00.003+08:00

It was supposed to be a good and looked forward day, but turned up to be a bad one. Nevertheless, the time was still well-spent. I coped myself in the library and had popeye which I had craved for very long. Then settled @ somewhere nearby to read the book "Love in Translation" by Wendy Nelson Tokunaga that I loaned in the afternoon.

This book is really interesting (to me), that I can't get my eyes off it. It gonna be the very first english novel that I completed and is completed reading it within 1 day if I finish it before 4.30pm. Which I think I will! As I had completed 196pages already, and left like 64pages to go only.

"It is about this lady named as Celeste receives a puzzling phone call and a box full of her mysterious family heirlooms that just might be the first clue to the identity of the father she never knew. Impulsively, she flies to Japan to search for a long-lost relative who could provide an answer and stumbles headfirst into a weird, wonderful world.

With little knowledge of Japanese, she finds a friend in her english-speaking homestay brother, Takuya, and comes to depend on him for all varieties of translation, travel and investigatory needs. As they cross the country following the trail of Celeste's family, she discovers she's developing "more than sisterly" feelings for me. But with a nosy homestay mom scheming to reunite Takuya with his ex-girlfriendm and the chances for a sucessful search growing slimmer, she begins to wonder whether she's made a terrible mistake by coming to Japanese."

My english and book review ain't this good. It was from the back of the book. (:

- Did I mention that I never finish reading an english novel before? But I did for chinese novels though.
- Am I becoming more loner or should I call it independance?
- As much as I wish, it's usually not the case.

Know your limits.

2010-08-03T22:29:00.001+08:00

I was asked by one of the big boss to bind a file for him today.

Whenever I use binding machine, it will definitely remind me of the very first time using it. When I tried to punch a pile of more than 10 pieces of papers. It was so hard, that I have to use more than -what -I-can-afford- strength to punch the holes! When I took out those papers, some is not even punch properly, meaning I have to repunch it again. Since then I only punch less than 5 piece of papers at a time. It was because I do not want to waste my strength or time to repunch it again.

Same logic. In life, we need to know our limits. Do not do thing that you know you can not and in the end you have to waste more than what you gain, which is really not worth it.

休息是为了走更长的路。

2010-08-02T15:34:00.001+08:00

One of the department’s printers is down. The machine took longer than usual time to print out even a single piece of paper. Colleague went to switch off for 3 to 5 minutes. It gets better.

If machine need to rest, let alone human being. There is always time for work and time for play.

When it is time to rest, rest well.
When it is time to play, play hard.
When it is time to work, work diligently.

Boy's

2010-08-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

"When choosing a guy, don't look at how much money there is in his wallet, or the figure in his bank account. Look at how he treats his mum."

Full or Part time

2010-07-30T09:52:00.001+08:00

Is full time studies better or part time better?

a clearer view

2010-07-27T23:01:00.002+08:00

Somehow it's there, but I just did not get the hints or signs.
In another words, I am slow (I admits).
But at least, I get it eventually.
Is just the matter of times?
&&& Afterall, practice makes perfect.

There's always first time to everything.

2010-07-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

I have wanted to go to swim for very long but no accompany thus dropped the idea. Finally on Monday, I made a decision to go to swimming on Tuesday after work. I’m happy that I did it! I went to CCK swimming complex alone after my work. I felt great after the swim. However, CCK complex is closing soon on 19 July to 3 Sept. I felt so sad after seeing that. Can you imagine, Angel finally plucked up her courage to go to swimming alone but the complex is closing due to YOG. The morale really dropped.

Despite that I went to swim alone again today! The feeling is great + great = double greatness! (:

Since the complex is closing soon, I shall concentrate on my other stuff. I must utilise all the time that I have. (:

I want to go to places that I never go before, try things that I never try before, eat foods that I never eat before. But what are the things? Anyone?

- how I wish you will be the one that help me achieve my many “first”. (:
but do you even know is you that I am talking about?

Indecisive

2010-07-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

After much research, I am still very confuse and unclear of what I want. Although I thought it should be the other way round. Probably, I should just do more research since it does not kill.

-much thanks to helpful friends with the info, it really helps in someway. (:

Another weekend is over.

2010-07-12T01:00:00.003+08:00

Had dinner with BBYG @ Lotus resturant located in Quality Hotel Singapore to celebrate Ang Hwee's birthday and Liang Jian's belated birthday. Although the food is vegetarian but it tastes really good! I will definitely go back if I got the chance. I left early to meet sisters, sister's bf and friend.

Due to I’m late so i took cab down to causeway point. In the cab, I was super worried that sisters will scold me if I am late so I told the cab's uncle to drive as fast as possible. The uncle said, "You are late in meeting boyfriend ar?"(Something likes that). Obviously my answer is no. Come to think of it, if i am really late meeting my bf and he will to angry with me, i will break up with me. (Okay. It just meant for laugh.) Anyway, the uncle is nice to drive fast and I managed to reach in time for my movie, ECLIPSE!

The movie I looked forward to. It is not very fascinating but I am satisfied after watching it. I am still looking forward to watch the next part. (:

After the movie, we went over to BH/JA's hse to surprise BH as it was her birthday. I can't believe that same thing happened again, exactly the same as last year. Just that this year, kiat is in camp. Anyway, BH was too engrossed in her games that she did not realise our presence. This is really good for laugh. Slacked a bit and cab home with sister.

It was really spent money on cab day. Anyway, time spent is short but it was great to know that everyone is doing well!

I am supposed to wake up earlier than usual Sunday but fortunately, the friend that I met overslept. Thus we met SLIGHTLY later.

We met and headed to the flea @ zouk, followed by Great World City. All shops in Great World City, I could only remember molecule. The small cute chair is really cute, the clock, the alarm clock, dining set were cute too.

After that we headed to Far East Plaza. This friend told me, there is a clock above the plaza, I attempted to see but the view was blocked. "Is this true, there is a clock?" We went to toy shop. I don't know why I don’t know how to appreciate those toys. I just looked and looked at it. We bought drinks and headed to next location which is Ion, followed by Wisma then Takashimaya then 313 then Orchard Centre. I didn’t realised I went to so many places that day.

There is roof garden at Orchard Centre located at level 11 and 12. The scene is not really pretty, but imagines standing high and looks down at the opposite building. I think that is beautiful! There’s lifts are transparent! But one thing bad is some lift does not stop at all levels and I really don’t like the feeling of taking there lift. My heart will jump out, it’s scary to me.

After that, we went to iluma to watch movie, Despicable Me, and we dined at a Chinese restaurant at bugis junction. The purpose we went there is to drink koi, but we were to full after our meal that we gave it a missed when we were queuing plus the queue is not short at all. We may miss our movie if we really queue for it. AND I didn’t know that there is KOI is bugis if I know I will have bought it the previous time when I went there.

- It was an enjoyed and fulfill weekend. (:
- I watched movie that I wanted.
- Met up with friend, had a belated celebration for my birthday which I only spent for my own shopping expense on Sunday and the necklace/chain.

新地方

2010-07-10T02:21:00.003+08:00

I enjoys all the meetup sessions with dearest gf. We always have endless of topics to share and talk about. We can talk for hours and hours at anywhere especially our few hotspots. I am glad that I asked you out on 7 July which you really helped me came to a conclusion for -you-know-what-it-is-.

If I mind how people look at me, I will be the one suffering. Is as good as I'm living in a world of others. This is very true.

Sleepy

2010-07-07T16:21:00.002+08:00

Feeling really sleepy everyday since the month of June. Continuous of activites one after another, make me really shag and tired (physically). && Late for work almost everyday. I need my long hours of sleeeeeeeeep!!

finally, again.

2010-07-06T22:50:00.001+08:00

I will try to keep this space of mine alive, for the benefits of my few supportive readers and myself. (:

Apologies for stop update my blog for close to 4mths. Too much worries and thoughts resulted procrastinate in blogging.

In the month of February, it was my last month of poly life which ended with my internship at NCS. I have great boss and colleagues there. I started hunting for job. I was lucky yet not, I went for one job interview straight after my last day of internship, i got the job and started working on 1st march, after I went down to that ulu factory for 3interviews. Initially, I was very delighted that I got the job, although the pay was not very good and required to work for 5.5 working day including Sunday (which i only knew about it after I started working there.) I thought it was a hard to come by opportunity at that time as I went for many other interviews too, but I was not selected for all so I took up the job and guess what? After much thoughts and advices from friends, I quitted the job after my third day. It’s just not the kind of job I am looking for.

Come to think of it, I don’t know to call myself dumb or stupid. I should have got the entire hint that I should not take up the jobs.
- I was only confirmed after 3rounds of interviews, all the interview were with different group of people.
- The position I applied for changed, from interview to interview.
- The pay was not that good.
- The place is really ulu and inconvenience.
- The people there are weird.

Any way, I gained more than what I lost.
- I found my current job which I still loving it now.
- Although it's further but its right outside Raffles place mrt station, short walking distance.
- There are shopping malls around and its super convenience.
- I got great boss and colleagues.  - The salary is way more reasonable.
- I got my own desk and desktop.
- don't have to worry i will get catch in rain as there is shelter all the way from mrt to the building.
- Most importantly, the first day @ job is great which make me wants to go back on second day. I don't have to dread myself to work.

Thus in the month of March, I was only employed for 3days. I continued my job hunting and I found part-time data entry job for 2days, at least I got small amount of income into my bank account. I went for more interviews. I was called by this shipping company to go for second interview but i rejected it due to it was a part-time one. Rejected another one after I got confirmed by my current company as current company's location is more convenience and pay was high. I also took up a new challenge in the month.

In the month of 7th April, I started working for my current company which I doing good in. Before this, I actually took up a 4-days job of giving out flyer. I promised that was the first and the last. Giving out flyer is not as easy as I thought it to be. It was more tired than I know. Standing there, hoping that people take the piece of paper from you. Be it they read or not, you are happy that they took it from you as you want to hit the target. Last day of the job, I was really happy that I completed the 4-days job despite everything.

In the month of May, I graduated from Nanyang Polytechnic. I was really delighted yet I can’t bear to leave. Friends come and go. Things happen and repeat. My life in polytechnic is definitely not the best but is definitely the best that I can get. I am much stronger and braver now. (At least a tiny winy bit)

In the month of June, I attended the GL training and the last HTC III (Happiteen Camp).
During GL training, I went for the kayaking and helped out at the roadshow on the last day. Kayaking was really fun! pair with Hui Yee, we were saying "Left. Right. Left. Right." all the way. And so weird that I was dry in the sea, but totally wet when I was on land. Roadshow on the last day, was a difficult one, as did not have enough sleep. However, I did my best. HTC III was utter fun and enjoyable. I helped way in most of the activites and joined in the fun this time round. Night walk with the kids below the age of 9 was really a challenge. Not only that I have to act brave in front of them, I have to calm them down when I myself was scared too. Despite that the kids are really cute, they are hard to handle. Some follow what you said, some do opposite. Went for a short getaway to Malaysia with family and relative. And my manager confirmed me!

In the month of July, I’m turned 21. It was a cruel fact. I enjoyed and love the celebrations, the wishes, the presents and the presences of all.Thank you! (:

- Advanced birthday + farewell celebration with secondary school clique. I'm proud to say i tricked wee kiat!
- Advanced bithday dinner celebration @ long beach seafood resturant with all family members presence.
- Office birthday surprise from boss and manager. + boss treated to Lei Garden resturant.
- Surprise celebration @ sister's chalets.
- Sentosa enjoyment.
- Another surprise celebration @ aston by 爱.

My life now is so routine, i wish for more time and freedom. 24hours a day is too long in office, too short during non-office. I need more time to do my own thing, to sort my feelings and thoughts, to clean up the messy desk and meet up with friends.

Despite that, I am very happy with life. I strongly believe that I am blessed.

Shopping Day + Drama Day

2010-03-29T01:10:00.002+08:00

Saturday, went to bugis to hunt for sister's school bag with sisters. Did not manage to buy any bag, but each of us bought 2 pair of shoes/slippers/sandals home.

Headed to Iluma for dinner. Settled it @ The Manhattan Fish Market. Yes, the food was not bad, but service there was not so. We waited for 40mins+, our food and drink is still not serve to us. Only when we asked, then they went to check and realise there is some miscommunication. They compensated us with soup.

Sister found leave in the soup and asked the waitress, how come there is leave in her soup. The first waitress was not able to answer, happened that another waitress saw and told us it is bayleaf. Can't imagine what will happen if the waitress did not come to save her.

After dinner, we went to acarde at the last level. At the back of it, it look like small scale casino.

Sunday was supposed to go to yishun but there was change of plan. The dinner was postponed. Stayed at home the whole day, using internet.

I watched finished whole 129 episode of Cruel Temptation. Especially like the last episode. Although Ai Li and Qiao Ping die, it was a happy ending.

Qian Ting 21st + Haw Par Villa

2010-03-27T02:33:00.006+08:00

Attended Qian Ting 21st birthday dinner on 25 March, exact birthday @ Vintage Delicafe Pte Ltd (Bugis area near haji lane). I ordered fish & chip, my all time favourite. It is nice, very big portion and only @ $8.50! The review about the restaurant good tooo. Google it. Anyway, that is not the main thing.

Most importantly is that You have enjoy yourself is the best "thank you" gift for those who planned this surpise dinner.
Happy 21st Birthday, Qian Ting!(:

I went to Haw Par Villa yesterday(26 march), like finally!

Although the weather was hot and did not bring any camera, the visit was interesting. The place looks old and does not have much visitors but since there is going to have a Haw Par Villa circle line train station near by, it will reopen one day and more people will be visiting the villa again.

Saw this cool tiger car @ the ticket booth for The Ten Courts of Hell.

Saw this before entering to The Ten Courts of Hell.

After that headed to People Park Centre @ Chinatown since no where to go. Bought Koi and walked about the place.

Great Catching Up Dinner

2010-03-25T03:11:00.002+08:00

Met up with Wee Kiat, Bao Hui, Peggie and Ji An @ Yew Tee Point for dinner. Followed by played Sparkler @ Lim Bang Park and great re-freshed memory of those crazy time in secondary school life esp in Sec 3@ Lim Bang Mac.

Good News.

2010-03-23T11:59:00.001+08:00

This morning, received SMS from school regarding the result and congrats message. WOOLAAA. I met all requirements for graduation. I can graduate from NYP already, Although gpa was low but I did my best. (Okay, I trying to lie to make myself to feel better.)

All the best to everyone future. (:

NYP result'10

2010-03-23T00:28:00.002+08:00

Someone just reminded me that last semester's result is releasing @ 8am later. I do not know whether is it a good thing to be reminded. But I do know that the feeling of nervous, scared, worry, all start to come out. However, those are not going to make any difference to my result. It only going to affect my mood and waste my energy to think about it. I have to admit that I do have a wee bit of expectation for this last semester,FYP & Internship.

Hope for the best.
GPA, please dont drop.

@ Australian Wine Index

2010-03-22T23:49:00.005+08:00

- I walked the China Square Central - Nankin Row to and fro for a lot of times just to find Australian Wine Index. And thanks that I found and not late.

- That area is big yet small.

- Jia Min, a sweet-pretty girl. (:

Random sharing of "Magic"

2010-03-21T03:11:00.002+08:00

Have been going to 624 every weekend for lunch/dinner even since cny.

Last weekend @ first uncle's house, I spotted something really cool. I was super amaze about it. It was like magic. Maybe you have already see it elsewhere.

It is one lappy and one monitor can share the same browser window.

Don't you think it's cool? It's "magic"?

DRINKING WATER ON EMPTY STOMACH

2010-03-14T15:55:00.000+08:00

I read an email about DRINK WATER ON EMPTY STOMACH which can help to cure diseases.

METHOD OF TREATMENT
1. As you wake up in the morning before brushing teeth, drink 4 x 160ml glasses of water
2. Brush and clean the mouth but do not eat or drink anything for 45 minute
3. After 45 minutes you may eat and drink as normal.
4. After 15 minutes of breakfast, lunch and dinner do not eat or drink anything for 2 hours
5. Those who are old or sick and are unable to drink 4 glasses of water at the beginning may commence by taking little water and gradually increase it to 4 glasses per day.
6. The above method of treatment will cure diseases of the sick and others can enjoy a healthy life.

Drinking more Water and Stay healthy!
Didn't everyone say 8 glasses of water a day.

The Chinese and Japanese drink hot tea with their meals, not cold water.

It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion.

Once this "sludge" reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. Thus, it is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.

Maybe it is time we adopt the drinking habit while eating. Nothing to lose, everything to gain.

Goood MORNING everyone.

2010-02-06T06:58:00.000+08:00

Look at the time. It's 6.48am! I bet you can't believe that I am awake but yes, I am. And I am heading out soon for volunteer work after I finish this updates since I haven't have time to do so.

Have been rather busy lately. Doing attachment reports and last weekend went to attend lifeskill chalet by Lawrence. It is oh my goodness good, really good. There's 6 lessons in total and he finished all the lesson on 1 days. *Clap hands* Each lesson was around 2hr plus or around there. I really pay attention to every thing he was saying and jotting down notes which I always do. Everyone say I am attending lecture. But well, Lectures is boring but the Lifeskill is interesting, to me. You can't believe that I was wide awake during the "lessons", and really sleepy during breaks and meal time. But it is true! I am surprise by it too.

And guess what? Attachment is coming to an end pretty soon. Next week is the last week. Should I extend my stay at NCS? I still could not make up my mind.

I'm late already!
Take care everyone. <3

how to take care of rebonded hair

2010-01-10T23:07:00.002+08:00

What is rebonding?

Hair rebonding is the process of making your hair poker straight, it breaks the chemical bonds of your hair and then the solution straightens them and the bonds are re-arranged permanently. This treatment is a little harsh for your hair and thus after care is of utmost importance if you don’t want to lose your hair. There are two categories of chemicals that are used, the first one being a relaxant or cream softener which will break down the natural hair structure and the second one is a neutralizer which will help in giving the hair a new structure. However when we say permanent, don’t expect your fresh growth to be straight, for permanent implies that the hair once treated will remain straight till the new growth doesn’t appear. Quite apparently, the new growth will require subsequent touchups.

Here’s the collated information I got from the internet on how to take care of rebonded hair:

After a rebonding procedure, do not wet your hair for 3 days to let the chemicals soak in and make your rebond last. Just suck up the feeling that your hair gets greasy for a few days and avoid any parties for the moment. Avoid swimming after a rebond.
After a rebonding procedure, do not tie your hair or put your hair behind your ears.
After a rebonding procedure, when you sleep make sure your hair is straight and your head is not trapping your hair in a weird angle.
After 3 days, wash your hair with shampoo and conditioner. Apply the conditioner at the tip of your hair for 5 minutes. Wash off your hair thoroughly of any residue.
Use a deep conditioner or hair mask once a week. Use a leave-on conditioner or hair serum after towel drying your hair. Using a leave-on conditioner after washing will add shine and help provide the oil and moisture your hair has lost.
Do not use any heated electric instruments, not even a hair dryer. If you need to dry your hair quickly and hair dryer is unavoidable then use on cold air function where it will only blow lots of air.
Avoid using a brush since the movements may cause tension in the hair instead use a wide toothed comb.
Don’t even think of any other chemical treatment after rebonding your hair, your stylist may recommend you for highlighting or any other service after a gap of 1 month or so but do not get carried away “STAY AWAY”. Once rebonded don’t think of doing anything to your hair for at least 6 months, not even a touch up.
Oil and steam your hair every fifteen days. You can wrap a towel dipped in warm water, around your hair. This will deep condition your hair.
If you need to iron your hair, use a ceramic flat iron. If you are going to blow-dry your hair, use an additional protein spray. It has substances that coat and protect the hair from heat, dirt and sun, while nourishing the hair at the same time.
A balanced diet is very important include a lot of nuts, sprouts and red meat in your diet, your hair is made up of protein and to nourish it you need to feed it with the right food.
Have your hair trimmed on a regular basis; every three months would be ideal. If your ends split, this split can travel along the hair shaft, causing damage further up. Do not hang on to damaged hair for the sake of its length.

Credit: katkat82

Avatar(3d)

2010-01-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

First impression is usually the thing that determines whether will the something make it, but impression is the opposite of fact.

Avatar didn't catch my eyes because it is not the type of movie that I would want to watch but if I was given a chance to watch. Of course, I would not say no. True enough. I watched the movie in 3D version with girlfriend. It was a close to 3 hours long movie, but it is a good movie. Despite that the glasses make me dizzy and feel like vomit throughout the movie. Only till the last part that the story was really interesting that I forgot about the pain. And the characters look kinda of scary too.

But it still a worth to watch movie. Go watch if you have not.

Rice & Assumption

2010-01-08T17:03:00.001+08:00

-Mixed Rice stall-

Me: I want rice, less rice.
Uncle: took the rice from the big container where the rice is placed in.
Me: Uncle, can I have lesser rice.
Uncle (Scoped back the rice into the container): Less some more, you no need to eat already.
Guy (who served me before): She want slim down, so don't want eat so much.

Maybe that is probably one of the reasons, but the main and more important reason is i do not want my team colleagues to wait too long for me to finish my lunch. Knowing that i eat very slow and i will not be able to finish all the rice, of course i should do something about it. Plus, waste food is a sin.

I left after; I chose my sides and also helped my boss to pack the same thing for his lunch which he told me to.

Human loves to make assumption and most of the time it is wrong.
But do they know?

Childhood

2010-01-08T14:36:00.002+08:00

That weekday morning in the lift,

Girl A pointed at Girl B, "She is my classmate?"
Girl A's mother replied, "No. You are K1. She is K2."
Girl B didn't reply anything.
Girl A continued and said, "She is my classmate?"
Girl A's mother said, "No."
Girl A replied her mother, "But she is wearing the same uniform as me."

Lift door opened. I walked out of the lift and repeated the last line I heard in the lift to Peggie, as if she was not in the lift with me. She said, "That's childhood.”

I do not remember how much silly thing I did during my childhood.
Only remember that the adults say, "I picked up my own shit and eat." Do not ask me how it tastes like. I do not remember I even do that, how would I remember the taste of it. Right?

Yes, childhood is so silly. You don't have to think before you act, because you are still young.

Goodbye 2009, Welcome 2010.

2010-01-03T23:26:00.003+08:00

A new year doesn't mean new beginning. But definitely, can be a meaningful year which really depend on yourself.

The path ahead of me, is still blur. Where am I heading to, is still a big question mark. How much time have I wasted and how long more do I have? Time wait for no one but I still wasting my precious time away. How sinful.

Resolution?
Stop being lazy, instead start learning everything.
Stop being stupid, instead be smart.
Stop being don't know about every single thing, instead find out the reasons.
Stop being wasteful, instead make full use of it.
Stop being demanding, instead be grateful.

What were all that bring in me? Or rather where am I bringing myself to?

HAPPITeen Camp

2009-12-29T22:43:00.003+08:00

This year Christmas was very different from the past. I didn’t spent it with my family, neither did I spent it with my lovely friends (I’m sorry friends), nor did I get to see the beautiful lighting decoration and hear Christmas melody on the day itself. I spent my Christmas at Camp Christine helping up for HAPPITeen Camp.

In my whole 20 years of life, I only attended 2 camps before. One is Secondary 2 Adventure camp and the other one is the S.I.T. Club – Ironman Camp. These 2 camps are 2 extremely different camps. One was rather slack, while the other one was very fierce physical training. Last weekend, I just added 1 more camp experience into my 20 years of life.

This HAPPITeen Camp was very different from the 2 camps I been before and it’s also the first time I helped in a camp, it’s a Buddhist Camp, for your information. I have a nice experience helping out in this camp, although I get myself really really really dirty, wet and itchy, which I hate the most, when I was making the water bomb and playing the games. And most of the games involved water bombs which make me feel as though I have helped in a Water Bombs Camp instead.

All 3 days were all about made water bombs, played games and got wet and dirty.

Most memorable moment that took placed

On day1, during the night games, Lawrence hit me very hard, a few time by mistake thinking that I’m the camper when Ang Hwee was talking to Siyan and me.

On day2, during the games “around the world” (If I am not wrong) Ah Xian splashed algae that was left in the forest for –I–don’t–know–how–long– on me when the group was asking for more point! Selina shouted at Ah Xian. I was extremely angry, because it was ALGAE! I was super paranoid after that splashed, but did not deduce any point from them. That splash was the most disgusting thing ever. It is worst than walking on muddy soil or got myself wet by rain or water bombs. And yes, whenever I saw algae, it reminds me of Ah Xian.

On day 3, during the campfire, I cried when seeing the parents passed the present to their children, especially when the song “You raise me up” was played. The lyrics of the song was super meaningful. And I promised that scene was really really touching and Raymond was really irritating for teasing me. And not forgetting, a boy specially gave me a Ferrero Rocher when the campfire is coming to an end, if I’m not wrong his name is Eugene. I believe is the little action that I did that makes him feel love. Thus, I was given chocolate as a little reward from him. I looked at the chocolate when Lawrence was talking to the children above 10 years old. Not because I want to eat it but was thinking my little actions actually make those children feel they are love.

The little girl took my phone and self-took photos of yourselves. She's so cute. Everyone there was nice. Of course, I make a lot of new friends with both the organisers and some of the campers.

This camp was meant for Teen, thus all the campers were below the age of 21 and it did make me feel that I am really old. However, this camp make me understand how fortunate I am and to be gratitude.

I actually have the feeling of ‘missing the camp’.

I am thankful to have this opportunity to help out in this Buddhist Camp although I am not a Buddhist.

Side note: My dad did not object me in helping the future Buddhist Youth Camp Events. ((:

Christmas is coming.

2009-12-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer
Had a very shiny nose,
And if you ever saw it,
You would even say it glows.
All of the other reindeer
Used to laugh and call him names;
They never let poor Rudolph
Join in any reindeer games.

Then one foggy Christmas Eve,
Santa came to say,
Rudolph with your nose so bright,
Won't you guide my sleigh tonight?

Then how the reindeer loved him
As they shouted out with glee,
Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer,
You'll go down in history.

You know Dasher and Dancer and Prancer and Vixen,
Comet and Cupid and Donner and Blitzen.,
But do you recall?
The most famous reindeer of all?

Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer
Had a very shiny nose,
And if you ever saw it,
You would even say it glows.
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The cluster managers and project leader have arranged for a X’mas cum New year tea reception, to celebrate the joyous occasion of X’mas and New Year. It was at the foyer outside our office. It was a simple one but everyone get to interact with one another which i don't usually see that during work. There's noodle, tart, fruit and even log cake! I was too shy to get one piece of the cake, but I got chocolate. hahahas!

I haven't buy any Christmas present!! =x

Six pm is coming! I hope I don't receive any email asking me to raise any MR! *cross-finger*

I always reject my boss.

2009-12-22T09:46:00.000+08:00

Of course, not in-term of job wise.

Yesterday, boss said I should go and get one iphone as most of the colleagues in our team own one. Even my partner has one too. Boss asked when, am I getting one? I said no. hahas.

Yesterday, boss offered me biscuit. I said don’t want too. He act cute and asked me to have it but I said no. Actually, he offer more than one time, but I always reject. hahas.

Yesterday, before I left work place. Boss said remember to go to m1 shop and get iphone. I replied no again. Hahas.

That day, boss asked, when am I going to treat them lunch. I wanted to say no but the word doesn’t want to come out from my mouth.

It’s Monday again!

2009-12-21T17:44:00.001+08:00

However, Weekend was spent meaningfully.

On Friday, I went to town after work. Had a very full dinner, full till can vomit. Shopped around 313 (the new shopping mall at somerset mrt station) and headed over to Wisma and ION. Everywhere is filled with Christmas atmosphere. You could hear Christmas songs everywhere! It’s lovely. And I bought myself a new office tops that day.

On Saturday, I went Bugis around late afternoon. It was another great trip. Girlf got what she wants and I got what I needs which made the rest of the day really happy. Thanks girlf for letting me have the white heels which she like it as well. We dined at our favourite restaurant at Ilmua, ”The Asian Kitchen“ and had our favourite drink at the asian kitchen, “Logan red date drink”.

On Sunday, I attended ShanYou volunteer Day at Geyland West CC. Overall; I enjoyed myself and make new friends over all. After that, accompanied girlf and we had ice-cream and shaker fries! I missed School Mac. It was so much cheaper than outside Mac.

From here, you can’t tell how meaningful my weekend is.

Waiting for 6pm. To go vivo with mother and sisters. And after that meet girlf. woolaalaa!

The Cruel Wednesday

2009-12-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

I sacrificed my sleep to blog.

Today before knocked off from work, OIC started a conversation. I was so sad yet not really with it. Tears were at the corner of my eyes but I held it back. I don't have a choice at that point of time. Some more I'm only an intern, I can't probably say I don't want.

Oh well, it's the lunch treat. I thought OIC was kidding, but nope, he is not. He was serious about it. He asked when. Then he decided on friday. In fact, I was given a choice to choose 1) hawker centre 2) crystal jade 3) food court. But I didn't know what to choose. People in the right mind will choose 1, believing that it's the cheaper. But nope, OIC said it's the most expensive. I was puzzled and I asked why. The other colleague says "choose it and you will know". I really didn't know what to choose. In the end, OIC made the decision and it is 1.

And yes, he did give me options to get help as I complaint I'm only an IA student. The options are 1) share the half the cost with my partner 2) my colleague, the one who teach me on my job, 50%, my partner 25% and me 25%. Put myself in their shoes, I myself feels it's not fair for them to help me because I am the one who made the mistake. Although they never say to help or not, but I know what is going on. Even if they never, I can understand.

Shall see how. It's just a lunch, I suppose?.

Anyway, tuesday swimming was cancelled due to the heavy rain. I was so sad when I saw the rain but don't have a choice. Some more I brought all my heavy swimming stuff with me to work, was quite angry with the rain. But I felt glad after that that I brought those swimming stuff esp my shoes. Else my heel won't be soak with rain and mud water.

Had meeting today. I was asked to do Test Case. It was -oh-my-goodness-difficult- and -oh-my-goodness-many-to-do-. I was shocked by it, like serious. But I still have to do, it's part of my job. I think I'm going to lose a lot of brain cell because of this. So sad.

I saw "my motivation" at work.

It's only Tuesday and I hoping for Friday already.

2009-12-15T17:21:00.001+08:00

Tuesday's work comes to an end in 1 hour time. I can't wait for it to end and go for swimming! Like super seriously, can't wait. Some more, it's Tuesday, meaning the pool water is clean as Monday is closed for clearing. I mean CCK complex. However, Bukit Batok swimming complex open for everyday, I wonder how they wash the pool.

Anyway, today had really early lunch today. Even before 12noon, OIC said let’s has early lunch today. Okay, although just few minutes before 12 noon. So far, today is the earliest among the 3 weeks here.

During lunch, OIC was saying about swimming. As work load is getting lesser, somehow. There’s nothing much for them to do. Then he said this sentence “Next week, whole team go for swimming.” Oh well, he definitely kidding because it’s definitely not possible, although Bukit Batok swimming complex is very near the office. He also asked if I know how to swim. I nodded my head only. But in fact, I anyhow swim every time I went to swim. I don’t even know how to really swim correctly although I went swimming like once a while and I swim real slow which I don’t know why either.

I enjoy swimming at weekday night. No sun, I won’t get burn or tan. Weekday lesser people, don’t have to worry will bump into people when I swim with my eyes close. Thus forget to bring goggle also don’t have to worry. Swimming also help to shape body and lose weight, although it doesn’t seem to work on me.

Six pm. Six pm. Six pm. Faster come.

12142009 the Monday bluess.

2009-12-15T16:21:00.001+08:00

Office MSN messenger down. Now I'm using WEB msn messenger and it's so troublesome and not user-friendly. I dislike the desktop I'm using. First two weeks, I have no administrator rights; I could not download the latest msn. I got no msn to use. NCS blocked websites. Thus I got no msn, no facebook, and no twitter. It was so boring that I keep feeling sleepy yet I can't sleep. It was terribly torturing. Finally, I have administrator rights, and now MSN failed me.

Thing ain't smooth, somehow. But to look on bright side, it's not everything but just minor stuff if I would to priority it. However, if you would to ask me what is not right, I don't exactly know what it is. I just feel so. I'm always not able to find the reason for my question. Don't ask me why, but tell how instead.

I can't remember when but I remember OIC said they have a rule that if anyone make mistake in the work, they will have to buy everyone in the team a meal. I wasn't really clear with the rule then. But last Friday, I feel it because I made a mistake and OIC said I need to treat them lunch this week. I was sad yet not really. Lunch-time for today is already over. OIC never say anything about it. I think he is kidding with me which I hope it's true. Just three weeks, I had made 2 quite big mistakes. They are the same mistake some more. I felt so terrible when I realised I had made the mistake. I didn't know what to do. I’m not sure whether to tell OIC or not tell him, to tell him, personally or through msn. In the end, I told him through msn. It took me a lot of courage.

Finally, another update.

2009-12-10T22:48:00.001+08:00

(Finally, I posted this up, T started typing this post since morning when I don't feel like doing work. When it nearer to 6pm, I realised time is not enough. I haven't finish my end of week task.)

It's always either I have the time but I don’t know what to blog or I don’t have the time but I know what I want to blog.

Currently, I’m having my IPP. And it was very different from my FYP. For my FYP project, I must say I was really lucky. Because the DUET's server and software is not ready so what I need to do was all read, understand and then present the contents. And not forgetting that my supervisor, Mr Ho WC, was nice. He didn't give us much pressure.

Because FYP was all about reading the document again and again (because need to understand), I basically slacked my precious time away doing other thing. Reading the same documents was real boring and it made me sleepy every time. I felt my time was wasted in school. I facebook everyday. I went to the other big lab which is far from my lab, to find friends and stayed there for hours. I took my own sweet time to eat my breakfast, lunch, break and even went to gym. I slept in the lab and got caught by Ms Yarny like once. I read Jodi Picoult's storybook and got caught by my independent maker, Mr Ang KK, which was before the mid-term presentation.

Still remember, I didn't do very well for my Mid-Term Presentation. Both Mr Ang and Mr Ho said I read from script when I was presenting my slides which I thought I only referred. Mr Ang asked questions that I don’t know how to answer. After the presentation, I knew I not going to do very well, I felt really sad but what's done cannot be undone.

Final Presentation was on the last day, last timing of FYP. Despite, the numbers of rehearsal going through the slides together with teammates and rehearsal my part thousands times, I was still extremely nervous and worry before the presentation. The feeling was double as compared to the Mid-Term Presentation.

That day, reached the computer lab. Setup, and we rehearsal one round for supervisor. He corrected us what are the things to take note when presenting to independent marker. I did not bring any card too. When Mr Ang appeared, I got more nervous. But I told myself it's the last chance and I had did my preparation for the presentation, so "just do my best.". I believed and glad that I really did my best, although when presenting the demo I did not say what I planned to but the presentation was smooth.

And my worry was extra because Mr Ang did not ask many questions like he did during the Mid-Term Presentation. In fact, he said he only going to asked one question, which is something like "what is the benefit of duet." (Can’t remember the exact question.) I was so delighted about it when I heard that. I smiled in my heart and was really glad. He was convinced with my explanation and said its good point. My answer was "convenience and user friendly" which exactly the same point as what Ming Jun and Angela said. Even Thomas had similar answer too.

When Mr Ang left the computer lab, the happiness and joy is beyond words. I went back to SAP lab with teammates and Mr Ho. Took group photo together. And that's really marked the end of FYP, beautifully.

When I knew I was attachment to NCS, I was ~~kinda~~ very sad. The feeling was exactly the same when I knew I was posted to NYP, 3 years back. I couldn't even describe the feeling why I dislike NYP/NCS that much but I just don't like. At that time, I was hoping that miracle will happen but it never. Be frank, even till the first day of attachment, I still hoping for miracle but I ended up with disappointment again. I found ways to convince myself, but I always failed.

Although workplace is near but it required coding which I hate most. I strongly believe that I should hate her. She always helped her get the best. I really dislike that but I couldn’t do anything but just accept the fact. As thing don’t always go the way I want it to be. At that time, I tell myself, it’s time to learn from the hard way. At home, I have my family to help me. In school and outside, I always have friends to help me but I can’t depend on them forever. It really time for to me step out of my comfort zone. Not forgetting, I also tell myself 12 weeks will pass very fast. Just like what happen in FYP and time in NYP. Favourite phrase in NYP, “Before you know it, it’s over.”.

That’s why I was really glad that I survived through during my first week. Quoted from previous post, "I managed to survive through my first week of internship!" I'm now at my third week of internship already. Time still flies despite it boring or interesting. Let me tell you a little secret. I realized my dislike for work is reducing day by day, which also mean I'm beginning to like my work. –a big smile– I think it’s the environment and team colleagues over there that changed my point of views. Another few plus points are that it’s only 2 mrt station away, Friday ends at 5.30pm and dress code is smart causal!

Although always have late lunch which make me really hungry and eat at the coffee shop or industrial canteen which I saw a RAT. Gets to seat around a table with team colleague and eat together is nice. OIC even invited Kelvin and me to their celebration dinner at Senki (Japanese Restaurant) yesterday. Per pax is $35++, and OIC paid for it!

I was really lucky, somehow.
Thanks. (:

- Week 3 is coming to an end. Somehow I hope time will slow down.

first week of intern

2009-11-30T23:14:00.004+08:00

Hello! How's everyone doing?

I managed to survive through my first week of internship! Having sleepiness, sore throat and slight fever. Still coughing and lost my voice at the moment.
I even dozed off on my third day of intern and got caught by the friendly aunty over there. Ain't i daring?
Thanks that OIC had meeting and most of my team colleages was at MOE. Else i think i fail my IPP already.

Work place is only 2 mrt stations away but 10-15mins walk from Bukit Batok.
Team colleages were nice but still not really close with them.
Food was cheap because it's all coffee shop and industrial canteen but I SAW A RAT today @ the food stall i bought my food from. But i dont know why i finished the food. Maybe i'm just way too hungry.
The job is not easy because it require IT skill but at least is something i learnt before in NYP. But bad point is I never understand that module. So regret that i only paid enough attention to just passed that module. However, thanks that i no need touch coding. My partner save me! (:

Not forgetting, emaileds friend to chat with me because i got no administrator right to install software like msn.
And also sms. Thanks!(:

~~It's only the 2nd week.~~ i only left with 11 weeks.

"I already know the answer to that question, long ago. I just dont want to believe it only."

If i want to go uni, i need to earn my own school fee. But by then do i still have the momentum of studies?

Great! I craving for chocolate when i'm sick now.
I believe in eating more chocolate to make me recover. Hahahas.

Already over the sleep time. Goodnight people.
Sweet dream. ;D

Guess what!

2009-11-26T10:25:00.002+08:00

I'm using Office Desktop now.

They blocked facebook, ebuddy, BUT they never block blogger!
Which mean I can update my blog.
This is cool!

Last 3 months

2009-11-22T23:58:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is the start of IPP which also known as attachment.
I don't know whether it's a good thing or bad but I'm not looking forward to it at all.
From knowing i'm attached to the company to the project. It make me dislike you a little more.
But in any case, i don't have a choice. It's just 3months. Maybe my point of views will change?

All the best, Angel Neo.

If i was given a chance to choose again, would I still choose the same path?

2009-11-22T23:38:00.004+08:00

Yes, I believe i will. Although i will complain and complain about those terrible time i suffer. But if i would to think back when i am in 60 years old, it's a life experience. It's the ups and downs that will make me grow up.

"Don't live in a boring life."

对的人- 戴爱玲

2009-11-16T11:15:00.004+08:00

你问在我心中　是否还苦恼
那次受伤　否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照　我一切都好
一个人　不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙　却不能为了寂寞　又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要
宁可空白了手　等候一次　真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上　一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角

那次流过的泪　让我学习到
如何祝福　如何转身　不要
在眼泪体会到　与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要　是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙　却不能为了寂寞　又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要
宁可空白了手　等候一次　真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上　一定会遇到
对的人出现

能愿意为了一份爱　付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候　我就算已经准备好
放手去爱　海阔天高
喔... 耶...

爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要
宁可空白了手　等候一次　真心的拥抱
我相信在世界上　一定会遇到
对的人出现

爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要
宁可空白了手　等候一次　真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上　一定会遇到
对的人出现...

Changes

2009-11-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

How long does it take you to adapt to the changes?
few seconds? few minutes? few hours? few days? Or few weeks? Or even few months?

I see people adapt to changes very quickly. How do they do it? Its puzzle me. I always take slightly long to adapt. And when I finally adapt to it, it changes again. I find it so hard to accept.

I'm not saying I dislike changes, I would love to have it in my life but it's just hard to accept.

So fast, 12 weeks of fypj is ending soon. I'm at the last week of fypj alrdy. The day that I look forward to is coming and now I hope it never come.

And in about 3 months & 1 week time, I would be graduate from NYP. It feels just like yesterday that i step into NYP. I only just about to get use to the life in NYP and now I'm leaving NYP very sooon.

you know what, she's my girlfriend

2009-11-15T22:54:00.002+08:00

Met up with GF after her UT and my FYPJ. We headed to PS. Initially, wanted to get sandals but was too lazy to try as i wore shoes that day.

We decided to have our dinner after walking around the mall. We went to the food court. If you know me well, you know I would never step into food court or food function in shopping mall. But I actually did that day.

As I love one of the food stall there. It serves really nice food and the queue never get short. However, it's really very filling that my stomach was too full after that. I had to force myself to finish the delicious food.

Went to carefour and bought fruit juices. We bought different favours and always ended up switched with each other. Hahahas.

Was too tired that day so we trained home.

"You know I would be here, if you need me. (:"

Thanks!<3

mess to tidy

2009-11-09T01:16:00.003+08:00

Messy

Neat

Once a while, I will take some time to tidy and refold my clothes in wardrobe especially the one next to my study table, that drawer. && That's provided if my mummy doesn't complain about it. Else I will be very stubborn and not do it.

I spent 1 whole hour to tidy my messy -very-casual- clothes. Now it is neat and tidy. Very satisfied with the result. (: Mummy also won't complain about the number of clothes I have, that actually cause the drawer to be difficult to close.

I feel sense of achievement.(:
Wanted to tidy the other wardrobe of clothes too, but sister wanted to sleep so got to stop.
I paused there and thought about what should I wear to school. I sat there for very long, till now I still have no idea what to wear.

And now, I really very tired. I should think while I make myself to sleep. Although I know it doesn't help because usually I would fall asleep before I get an answer.

Goodnight.
It's monday!):

Peggie's guitar concert

2009-11-08T02:09:00.003+08:00

Flower for her. Never fail to buy a stalk of flower when attending her concert. So far, I haven't miss any of her concert despite free ticket or pay one. Seee, ain't I'm nice?

Although I don't fully understand music but basic one I still know. I went to Peggie's guitar concert on 05 november, that thursday, with Bao Hui, Wee Kiat and Ji An.

I thought I would be late because missed the 6.18pm train. But thanks that we made it in time for the concert.

Peggie, your wish come true. Not really a wish but a hope? They attended your guitar concert. I know you are happy because that's what you always hope for when you have concert.

The songs were nice and you guys did an awesome job. (:
All the best for the upcoming one which you said NYP guitar club will be performing with you guys tooo.

That day, met into Wei Hao tooo. A secondary schoolmate. He made me laugh like mad and brought bits and pieces of those memoriable days in Regent back. Think back about what happened, really made me laugh. "laughing at the past. It's ain't a bad thing. At least it's a piece of memory.

I wonder.

2009-11-08T01:01:00.002+08:00

Is "can't" or "don't want"?

beautiful french braid.

2009-11-04T21:36:00.003+08:00

tied for fun.
Yet it turned out to be so nice.

Hap2y birthday Seah Ji An

2009-11-04T20:38:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Seah Ji An!
Lovely mesage is already on the card so just read the bday card.

--

The youngest among us hit 17 already. I cant deny but to admit I feel real old although I'm only 3 years older. 3 years yet it feel like more than 3, 4, 5 years.

Further more i hit my first '2' this year. That moment, I feel I'm really old already. Can you believe? I can't.

I'm aging. Hahahahahas.
But nevermind, always young at heart.(:

A group of friends

2009-10-22T20:44:00.005+08:00

Had breakfast with a group of friends I make in FYPJ thru Jerlyn. They have a weird yet interesting name. They even have funny individual names for one another.

They are fun to be with. (:
Despite from different lab with all of them, they welcome me to join them. Great honour. Thanks.

During lunch time, they went gym. I tagged along but i seated outside and waited for them because i didn't have my studd with me.

I sat outside and stone. Qian hui and jerlyn passed me their phone and let me play. First i looked at qian hui's phone but it showed low batt so i swapped to use jerlyn's phone. I don't know what to do. So I switched to read jerlyn's storybook. However, I realised i should read my Duet note so i took it out and stared at it. Nothing goes in. I gave up.

I looked at the sport hall. Few people are playing badminton and few guys are playing soccer. I looked at the soccer. The way how the guys kicked it and controlled it. I admired how they could control the soccer ball so well that it listen to them. I also noticed this particular guy that kept falling when picked the ball. At first i found it funny but after that i realised it's actually a way not to get injure. However, i still dislike soccer, for the fact that, few years back I nearly got hit by it at nearby void deck.

They are so healthy. The girls go gym at least once a week. The guy may be more. This is so cool.

back to lab, after the girls gym session and lunch, i felt sleepy and i fell asleep in the lab. & i got caught by Miss Yarny. Lucky nothing happened. Lab mate woke me and my teammate who was also sleeping up.

This is week 8 of fypj. 4 more weeks to go. Time flies.

Mac Breakfast on wednesday!

2009-10-21T20:14:00.003+08:00

Today, woke up earlier than usual to have breakfast with Dear GF. Initially wanted to have either KFC or LJS breakfast but can't get to basement so we had Mac.

To me, Breakfast is not a must have but definitely a good to have. I love to have breakfast but always too lazy to wake up early as sleeping is another enjoyment.

I'm trying to have breakfast, lunch and dinner as regular as possible to maintain a healthy diet!(:

black and white

2009-10-20T20:49:00.005+08:00

It's tuesday today. Supposed to go for napfa training but skipped it and went library.

Zhen zhen was playing with piano. And i took photo as show above. (:

Black and White are nice colours by itself, however if mix them together u will get grey, another nice colour. Don't you agree?

It's like life?.
Life get more colourful as you open up to more friends, more thing and more knowlegdes.

random: Spoilt shoes.

2009-10-19T20:33:00.012+08:00

My school sandals.
Spolit when i was on the way home.
Now I have to wear shoes to school everyday. ):

Spoilt @ yew tee point when having ice cream
Bought new pair of slippers on the spot.

I love my Nails.

2009-10-18T21:25:00.003+08:00

After so long, I decided to pamper my finger nails. Filed it yesterday night and today I painted it with peach colour. Love the colour. Love my nail.

Although i know it will drop off very soon due to those harmful acid chemical. But at least it's nice and beautiful now. ;D

Tmr is monday again. Monday blues? I hope no.

Mood Swing

2009-10-02T11:35:00.003+08:00

OH NO! Mood swing illness is back.
This is very bad. One moment, I was very happy, the next moment, I’m sad. And it goes on.
I could see and feel its mood swing and is very serious kind of swing,

This is what has happened,

After I received a phone call from my supervisor, I was extremely happy. But before that, I was so down and trying to concentrate on the presentation.
Once moment, I was talking rudely to someone. The next moment, I realized I apologized sincerely already.

I seriously have no idea why.

Anyway, I’m meeting my dear GF later for movie, “The Ugly Truth.”
WOOHOOO!
I can’t wait

OOPS, I forgot.

2009-10-01T11:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHILDREN DAY!(:

Hello the Brown Thursday!

2009-10-01T11:44:00.001+08:00

One more day to the Red Friday, the weekend.

Mom picked on me again last night. Like seriously, she did it every time!!
I wonder what is wrong with her! Is it PMS?
Oh. Whatever! I just need to bear with it. After I get marry, I will be out of that house. Probably, another few years, meaning I should get a boyfriend now so I can get marry. Hmmmmmmmm. Else is after I work; I save up all the money and buy a house and lives by myself. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm. Both sound good.

In any case, I wouldn’t go sgrn garden this Saturday even if I got no program. I see no point going there. I will rather go to library and rot then going there.

Another update post.

2009-09-30T11:23:00.002+08:00

Finally, it’s Wednesday again which mean 2 more days to weekend. I just got back from my Mac breakfast. I regretted buying sausage McMuffin after I bite it for like 2 mouths, I feel like eating Egg McMuffin more. But already ordered and bit it, cannot fund.

It going to be another rot-and-do-nothing- day. However, I wish I can have more determination to read up on the notes instead of wasting my time in school.

This lab is so cold.

Yesterday, it’s Tuesday. It’s also a day I never look forward too because of napfa training day.

It was a real tired day. I got barely 3 hours of sleep due to some stupid bet that no one want to lose. How’s stupid can this be. Think back, I rather be a loser than suffer from not enough sleep and guilt.

Thanks GF, you know you are the best. Thanks! (I type and type and realized it getting longer and longer, thus I decided to have a post especially for her.)

Thanks TZR, you know you make me suffer. HAHAS! I was kidding. You know you always help me a lot. Thanks.

Monday, it was a bored day.

I was bored till I almost cry. (Not that serious, it’s just really bored.)

I can’t wait for Friday to come! I’m going to watch “The Ugly Truth”!

I realized I have spent a lot on movies lately, no wonder no money is save at all. ):
But thank goodness, all the movies I watched are great. Especially the “Time Traveler’s Wife” , “The Proposal” and more.

I couldn't sleep.

2009-09-28T00:33:00.007+08:00

I'm tired yet I have no idea know why I can't sleep. Move over, tomorrow is Monday. Start of a new week and it's also week 5 of my Final Year Project (FYP). 1 more week to mid term presentation. Scary! Time fly. I only left with 1 week time to read up on Duet and understand how it works.

I feel like I'm having exam when I need to study thoery for my FYP. And so far, there's no hands-on project yet. It's all reading, reading and reading. I even feel is so waste of time going back to school every weekday from 8.30am to 6pm and 5.30pm for Friday just to read up on notes that I can read at home. My time is wasted in school.

That's not the worst, the worst is every first day of school I will have been stomach pain which I have no idea the reason where the pain come from.
It's not mens pain, is not those need to go toilet pain. It's just pain and it's only pain on the first day. I hope the pain won't come and look for me.

Despite the pain on I have Tuesday, I went for napfa training which I'm quite happy with myself. As whenever I got the chance to skip it, I will definitely do it. However, I didn't and enjoy myself a little and totally forgot about the pain when I was playing. After tha training, got to chat with Ms Cher, one of the lecturer. She is fitter than any of us. She do sports regular with some other staffs during school hours or after.

Wednesday, went to see watch with Bao Hui after our FYP. We chose a few watches and wanted to take photo so i can ask sister which one suit Peggie more but both of us was afraid to ask. But the staff in-charge was very nice. He offered to help us and upon realised my phone couldn't take nice photo of the watches. He took out his phone and helped us snapped the watches and bluetooth-ed to me. Ain't he is nice? He should be awarded good customer service.

Next day, Bao Hui and I went back to the shop to buy the watch. I was hoping to see him so can help him with his sale or sth. Unfortunately, he is not ard. This time round, we were serviced by a lady. She is as friendly as the guy too. She offered to help us wrap it when she know we are giving the watch as a gift.

~~To be Continue.~~
Back to continue.

Friday, initially we planned to stop weekiat from going home by camping at his void deck after his work but the plan failed due to certain reason that he didn't report to work that day. We went up to his house. ***Bao Hui and I are smart that we got it correctly on which unit he stay. Not very surprise. We went down to cut the cake, take photos and chit-chat. Not forgetting, pass him the present. Went to Yew Tee's point have dinner and home sweet home.

Saturday, woke up early in the moring and went to Shan You for voluntary work (food ration). It was kinda of messy this time round but those girls were lovely and they are 7 years younger than me. I feel old. Left around 1pm, trained back to CCK and I had subway for lunch with Siyan. I love subway!(: went back home, use lappy. Was too tired so i went to sleep, but I was woke up by some irritating person and couldn't get back to sleep. I was super duper angry.
Night plan failed too.

Sunday, stayed at home watched tv, use lappy, basically is slacked at home.

Today is MONDAY! I wore a shoes that bite my leg but it only bite my right leg. How funny.

My blog is finally up with photos! ;D

2009-09-18T17:11:00.004+08:00

I'm using FYPJ time to upload my photos. and like finally i feel my blog is alike. it's so dead when its full of words.

WOOHOO!
Time flies! It's going to be 5.30pm! & it's friday today! Long weekend is here!
Shout for the joy! ;D

Today, the whole day is attend some seminar. It's really kinda of boring. After seminar, was pushed to attend 30mins workshop. But i was using ebuddy through out but help a bit. Hahas!

I canceled my meeting with Siyan, and go out with Zerong & Jerlyn.
I'm sorry girl. Im sure i will make it up.
The ugly truth. soon! I promise!(:

It's 5.30pm. Time to punch out and off to enjoy weekend.

Enjoy everyone!(:

Below are some photos.

Location: Republic Polytechnic
Date: 5th Aug 2009
Time: Late afternoon till Late night.
People: Siyan

That day was meant to be a project day but somehow I did not do a lot which I aimed to. However it is still a meaningful and fruitful day. It's also nut's day as we both got nuts from the Shan You lucky draw. [ I still have a lot at home, nobody eat it. only me. ]

Took some photos using Siyan's lappy before we left RP.

Credit: Siyan =)

Scary!

She bully me!

This sweet!

is a sad day

2009-09-15T20:25:00.002+08:00

today is not my day.
1. Not enough sleep
2. Not to my liking duck rice
3. Forgot to punch out

Oh. So sad.

090909

2009-09-09T09:09:00.000+08:00

Look @ today date!

Today is 华人七月十五.

2009-09-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is Friday! Meaning weekend is here! && most imptly FYPJ end @5.30pm! WooHoo!

Oh no!
I should be asleep by now.
Goodnight!

3rd day of FYPJ

2009-09-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

It only the 3rd day, I find it hard to drag myself out of the bed in the early morning alrdy.

Everyday, the routine repeat.

Wake up @ ard 6.10.
leave hse @ard 7.20.
Reach school @ ard 8.15

wait for lunch break.
Then after lunch is wait for 6pm.

Except for Tuesday @4.30, nafpa training.
&&& friday end @5.30.

Lunch time,
Went out to school to eat again.
Today was Botak Jone.
Is really can eat and grow fat when during fypj.

My legs and stomach hurt. Due to the napfa training. This show how much i dislike doing exercise and how long i nv exercise.

Another long day tmr.
Goodnights!

2nd day

2009-09-01T21:14:00.002+08:00

Im using my handphone to blog now as too lazy and tired to on my laptop alrdy.

I woke up slightly later today and used the toilet slightly longer as well. But I done ard 7.05, sat down and had my mac breakfast which daddy bought. Thanks to Janet sister, else I wouldn't have mac breakfast.

Left hse @ 7.25.
I thought I will be late for today FYPJ as when I was walking in to school, it's not as many people as yesterday. I was quite afraid. But lucky, i was early. I reached the lab and clocked in @ 8.23am.

Husna is alrdy in the lab before i do.
log in to MSN and Facebook.
and read up on SAP book, Duet and Csit.
so bored.

During lunch time, zerong drove us (johnathan, jun ping, jerlyn and i) out to eat despite it was raining heavily.
We had kfc. Super fattening!

Mr Ho came into the lab before lunch break and told us he will "check" on us at late evening.
He really did. He asked us to discussion room and see how far we know abt the project we are doing.

Oh well, I didn't really know what is it when i ask being ask. Feel quite bad.

After that went for napfa training @ stadium. I very much want to skip it but can't. I ran for 2.4km. Completed within 16mins. Thanks everyone who motivated me esp jerlyn and qian hui. I did broad jump but didnt pass. And also inclined push up, i passed.
However, my right leg muscle hurt very much after the whole training.

It was alrdy 6.15 when we finsihed our training. Went back to lab to sign out and off I go to home.

Saw baohui at cck platform. To be exact, she saw me cause i was dreaming away. Went to lot one, baohui bought bubble tea, and i bought fruit juice for myself. Accompany baohui to wait for bus. After that then went home.

Bathed the moment reached home and had dinner after that. Watched a little of tv, i am still watching.

It's really late now. I should be turning in soon!
Tomorrow is another long day. (Infact everyday is long day).

Good night!

1st day of 12 weeks of FYPJ.

2009-08-31T21:23:00.002+08:00

Edited!(:

I didn't late! In fact, I was early.

My alarm rang at 5.50am but I only wake up at 6.10am.
After I bathed, I was so tired. I sat at the sofa and towel dry my hair.
Everytime I did sth, it's always 2mins before my next alarm and I have to walk all the way to stop my alarm.
And I still got time to sit down for at least 1 mins to do the next thing.
change clothes, refill water bottle and etc.
Today, I even got time to on my TV to watch channel 5 but it was news.

Left house with my youngest sister at 7.22am.
Walked to MRT station.
It's not as pack as I thought.

Reached LTL 3 at around 8.20am.
I was early!
Went for the briefing at 8.30am.
The briefing last for very long! 10.30(i think)
After that, went to the assigned lab room.

Not that bad, got people who i know from the same lab.
Was group with Thomas(DBI), Angela(DBT) and Ming Jun(DBT).

Was separated from both Jerlyn and Zerong.
Jerlyn was all the way, the other side of the level. While Zerong is TEP.
Lucky, stil got Husna and Zhi Yi in the same lab as me. (:

Time didn't pass very fast today.
Was very much hoping it to pass faster but it nv will.
It was very boring. After lunch time onwards as the desktop need to be clone.
After it was clone, cannot log in at all. (don't know why.)
TO didn't come back after that.

Supervior asked to go borrow one book to read up on the project we are assigned too.
BORED! still have to do reading.

The moment clock hit 6.00pm.
Everyone walked out of lab happily.
In fact, even before it was 6.00pm.

After that, Zerong drove us "(Johnathan, Jerlyn and me)" to yishun (opposite chong pang, the thai resturant) to eat.
The food was not bad.
He drove me to yishun MRT station and I trained home very tiredly.

Tmr got Napfa training from 4.30pm onwards. BORED!
okay, go pack bag and off to sleep @10pm.

Left: 11 weeks 4 days. (:

Human Natural is weird.

2009-08-28T22:44:00.004+08:00

Previously, when I need to study for examination, I hope for some free time to do my personal stuff.
Now, examination is over and I got plenty of time but yet I have no idea what to do.

Poly Exam No More!

2009-08-28T19:10:00.005+08:00

Woohoo!
Today marks the end of examination (in Poly life!)

No more mugging hard for papers.
No more complaining of don't want to study.
No more burning of midnight oil.
No more going to Mac and library to study for papers but purely eat and enjoy reading novels.
No more sacrificing of my precious sleeping time.
A long list to go.
.
.
.

Jump in joy!

2.5 years of poly life is over.
Monday, will be ~~welome~~ the start of FYPJ.
extracted from email: "Your FYPJ will commence on 31 Aug '09 and end on 20 Nov '09.

Everyday need to reach ~~school~~ lab @8.30am till 6pm.
meaning need reach school @8.00am (8.15am latest)
meaning need to leave hse @7.00am
meaning need to wake up @6.00am
meaning need to sleep @ 10.00pm (to get minimum of 8hrs of sleep)

oh my goodness. I can imagine draging myself to school every single day already.
or even late for FYPJ. (which cannot!)

Anyway, that's not the point.
The point is Today is friday! Weekend is here.

Celebration of weekend & End of examination.

WooHoo.

People say, "Wednesday is the hardest day of the week."

2009-08-26T23:10:00.003+08:00

Stayed at home the whole day = trying to study at home.

Mami cooked simple macaroni meal for lunch.
I had a bowl in the afternoon. (not those big bowl)
and another smaller bowl for dinner because there's still leftover.
Sister complained macaroni is tasteless and she didnt eat it in the afternoon.
At night, when she tried it. She said it not that bad.

On my laptop and run RC but didn't go online.
I don't know what happen, those browsers(websites) don't seen to display properly.
hmmm. I wonder is it my laptop or is singtel.

I didn't seen to get myself settle down to study yet again.

1 day 24 hrs.
minus eat, sleep, bathe & can't concentrate time.
not much time is left to study.
Angel Neo, u shouldn't pressure yourself too much.
Just do your best.
You know you can do it.

Tomorrow is the day for BI.
All the best!

Library followed by Mac

2009-08-25T23:53:00.005+08:00

Meet Peggie and Yunmin @ Causeway Point after their last exam.
Had LJS for lunch and off we go to civic centre library.
Found a place to settle down and I started to study while they surfed the net.
However, I didn't manage to study much and I sent a message to facebook and my twitter.

"I couldn't get myself to concentrate to study for exam, although I'm at library now."

Around 4plus, they are going back to school for guitar.
I decided to shift to Mac @ civic centre.
Same thing happened. and this time round, I felt tired and sleepy so I decided to surf the net through my E71. I went to facebook and I saw a reply to my wall from Guang Yun.

"Listen to your heart. And jia you."

It's heartwarming to see that.

I felt less sleepy. Surfed the net a little while and back to memorise of my notes.
I stayed till quite late.

Peggie came back to find me, together with are her guitar-mates, ginny and daryl. After her guitar end.
Had a good laugh and continue to memorise my notes.
But nothing much go into my head, actually.

I'm worry and scared now (extremely!)

I scared that I study so hard, when the result come I will be disappointed.
I worry that I can't throw out what I had study during the exam day.

Angel Neo, you know you can't breakdown now cause you don't have the time!
HOLD ON!

Okay, I shouldn't give myself too much pressure.
Hmmmmmm. It's time to stuff myself with chocolate. (:
"Any kind souls want to donate me ur chocolate? or buy chocolate for me?"

I still got tomorrow. (:
Jiayous Angel Neo!

It's WEEKDAY again!

2009-08-24T23:30:00.006+08:00

Credit: SiYan =)

Thank you! I'm loving this pretty picture.
It's current my Twitter's & MSN's display picture. ;D

- -

It's night time again!
I hate it so much that time fly so fast.
24 hours a day is not enough for me. (now!!)
Someone said to manage my time well.
I did and even I reduced my sleeping hour from 12hours to 9 hrs or less now but it's still not enough. ):

How's study today?
I didn't managed to finish the goal I set for myself.
Oh well. nvm! I shall work harder tomorrow.

Till this friday only.
Hold on, Angel Neo.
and those mugging hard for their exams.

Late alrdy. Goodnights and sweet dream.

Sad Sunday?!

2009-08-23T23:26:00.004+08:00

Definitely. It's raining cats and dogs in the midnight. Resulted I couldn't sleep.
After one whole day of study at mac on saturday, I was so tired, so tired, so tired but I shouldn't sleep at all.
I was extremely super duper sad. As next day still need wake up early to go out and study.
But fear not, I never cry lah.
Just kept tossed and turned till I finally fell asleep without knowing it.

I overslept. meeting @ 9.30am and I woke up at 9.15am. Hurry bathed, had breakfast and went out.
For the first time, I witnessed so many people waited for library to open. Machiam waiting for the Famous "Hello Kitty" like that. Not that many kind of people but still I found it really funny. When the library opened at 11am SHARP! Everyone ran in. Read carefully, RAN! I can't believe it but its fact!

Didn't found a table to sit but at least found plugs and had a good laugh too.
Started up laptop and first thing after connected to the internet is go RC. ((: followed by the tasks needed to be done. Almost finishing. progressed! satisfaction!

I signed up twitter too! Follow me! @ purzijingple(:

Credit: Siyan =)

Borrowed 2 chinese novels before leaving library to grab lunch. YEAH!(: I love reading chinese novels! Although I will meet words that I don't know but getting the meaning of the story is more important.

Not very satisfy with the lunch.
Bought new hair accessories from aries! I love buying hair accessories!((: but i dislike the staffs there!!!!
anyway, went to NTUC to buy snacks and went home.

Once home, continued to do my tasks and finally I completed it!
Watched a little bit of "ai" and other television programme show.

My sunday is not that sad after all, without a good night sleep.
I think I better go read up my notes before it too late.
And off to sleep soon to recover the sleep I lost last night.

GOODNIGHTS & SWEET DREAM.

Another day is over. so fast!

GUESS WHERE & WHAT I'M DOING!

2009-08-22T18:52:00.003+08:00

@MAC studying!

if u believe.

EXAM! EXAM! EXAM!

2009-08-22T01:52:00.000+08:00

One down, TWOs more to go.
JIA YOU!

I really hate to study for examination.
I would really wish to spend my day going out than study for my papers!
Side Note: I'm really happy that I only left with last 2 papers to go in my POLY life! ((:

Not very productive, today would be a better day! Hopefully!

After examination, is FYP alrdy. )):

Quote of yesterday

2009-08-22T00:57:00.001+08:00

Don't take my silent as consent.

Dislike

2009-08-18T22:50:00.002+08:00

I'm not going to say anything even though it feel terrible and horrible.
LALALALALAS~ SMILE!

Lousy TuesDay

2009-08-18T22:35:00.003+08:00

I overslept today.
Therefore decided to stay home to study, thinking that the progress wouldn't lose much compare to staying at library. I was wrong totally! I studied for the whole day but nothing get into my head at all, like totally nothing. &&& I can't concentrate at all.

I shall be determine to study tmr! As I need to.
Else I will really fail my paper which it should not happen.

Will head to Mac or Library to study tmr.

Time to go back to study before it's getting late.
Goodnight!

Productive MonDay!

2009-08-18T00:32:00.003+08:00

Woke up @ 1045hrs.
I really headed to CCK Public Library to study!
As mother has been picking on me. Staying @ home = can't study.

Reached Library @ 1210hrs+
With no accompany but myself.
But I bought sweet, biscuit & chocolate.

Took some books from the shelves too, to in case I got bored while study.
Found a place to settle down as all tables are taken.

I stayed in the library till 2000hrs.
7hrs + was spent studying.
Minus few minutes to stone, read books

Read quite a few chapters but skipped a few too.
It's good enough. As I believe if I stay home, I won't even read that much. (:

I'm thinking if I should head to Lim Bang Mac to study.
Or should just stay home? or Library?
Shall see how it goes.

Goodnights!

I alrdy start to think how to reward myself after exam~ ((((:

Work for Studies

2009-08-16T22:54:00.003+08:00

For once, I LOVES my boss. <3

I messaged my boss if she would have people to work for her on both monday. and told her the reason is i need more time to study. I was so worried that she would scold me for informing her late or didn't want to work at the last minutes. But when I received her message, I was extremely happy yet super gulity. Actually, she ain't as bad as I thought she is.

As she replied, If I can't work, it's okay. study more important. and even ask me to confirm which other days I can't. [She knew I'm having my examination this week and next week as she came to workplace yesterday and I told her about my examination dates.]

I was extremely happy As I got more time to study. But I felt guilty at the same time because my boss is so nice to let me don't work when I said I need time to study. Think back when I feel lazy to work, I actually lied to her. Somemore I used studies as my reason.

Tsk tsk tsk, Angel.

HMMMMM. Should I head to CCK library to study tmr? it's open @ 11am.
I have yet to start! I'm so DEAD!

OOPS!

2009-08-16T15:20:00.001+08:00

I see dark cloud!
Bad, real bad.

-Long-Wanted-To-Type-Post-

2009-08-11T01:48:00.007+08:00

I used to believe they are the best thing in the world I ever have, but I'm wrong when I witnessed what they did (extremely long ago!, but still very vivid in my mind.) How mean they are.

I'm sad yet really glad. At least I know I should wake up and stop believing them for who they act they are. They, extremely terribly scary.

I dislike fact. Facts is ugly.

Have been wanting to post about it but never have the right time.

Thing never fail to happen in life
but the best medicine you will ever get is to look at the bright side.